The other day, like many days, Jackson was "panting" for a graham cracker. He was standing under the shelf that contains those sugary snacks with his hands reaching up and bursting with excitement as he begged. As do many things this little boy does, it struck me. So many times, God, I am begging for you... but my hunger is lacking. Why can't I be joyful about the little things?
Jackson-- along with many other children that grow up in loving homes-- has a faith, a trust, in his parents. He knows that when he wakes up, I will be there to lift him from his crib. When he feels hunger, I will give him something to drink. If thirsty- a cup of cold milk will be offered. When he cries, hugs will be given and his body will be cradled. As he took those first few steps- my hand was there to hold his or kisses were given to "fix" it when he fell.
God, why can't I trust you this way? As my heavenly Father, don't you promise all of these things? That while it won't always be easy, you'll be there to greet me in the morning and walk with me and help me throughout my day.
We think of children as weak and dependent, yet in many ways, their level of trust is something we should try to emulate.
"I tell you the truth, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it." (Mark 10:15 NIV)
Most of my anxiety in life comes from my lack of trust in God. When I worry about finances, I'm really showing a lack of faith in God's willingness to provide. When I worry about safety, I'm doubting His protection. When I fret about the future, I'm displaying distrust in His perfect timing.
"Those who know Your name will trust in You, for You, Lord have never forsaken those who seek You." (Psalm 9:10 NIV)
Things will not be easy. They will not be perfect or even close to perfect. My heavenly Father wants to love me in the same way I love Jackson. It's up to me to act more "child-like" (not childish) and allow Him to care for me.
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