One of those days...

I got some bad news this morning about a friend and it sent me into a real tailspin.  

I can try to ignore everything, but I feel like I'm sitting around waiting for the inevitable.  However, Mr. Inevitable isn't something exciting like a new baby or a shiny new car or the prospect of a new job...

And I'm on my knees again asking God what in the world is going on and begging him to please please please please help me to understand His will.

I immediately started singing this song:

Here I am O God

I bring this sacrifice

My open heart

I offer up my life

I look to You, Lord

Your love that never ends

Restores me again...